tell me why your here, with me, in my life. tell me what we're doing, and tell me why your really doing it. tell me you like me. tell me you hate me. just tell me something!i know why i want to, but you and i are different. im in it for all the right reasons, and knowing you, ill actually never know.

sometimes i think my insecurities are a blessing in disguise ; lord knows if i didnt have them i would've done so many things i regret.

i dont wanna give in just because im lonely.

its times like these i wish i could go back to that place where i had no worries. no complaints. dam its such a vague memory, and yet i still remember. i hold onto that memory in hopes of someday getting back to that comfort place where my life was stable and everything was right where it should be.

song of my night:

truly madly deeply by savage garden

these thoughts will linger **