sometimes i lie awake at night, hoping that you'll text me. i make myself stay up longer than usual just in case you decide to call. i lay and think of you, hoping maybe ur out there thinking of me too. although i'd never let you kno how i feel because it could be one of two things: you might feel the same. or you might not. and both of those are equally scary. i choose to keep these feelings to myself. we cant be together, but i guess ill never stop caring. or stop loving. ~~