did u ever have those times where you have so much on your mind and so much to say, yet you cant seem to get it out? yupp this is one of those times. idk i guess im confused? idk why i expect much from him. its not like we're together. but today...wow that was crazy. i need someone to explain to me wtf is going on and how i got here. i have more to say, i just dont know how to begin, or phrase it. ttyl bloggers, until i fgure out how to get my thoughts out.