Today started off great, dont they always? i went to arianas house, hung out with her, abby, and michelle. "the boys" came a lot later. her mom was supposed to drop me off later, but for some reason my mom has a problem with me being out past 6. Its a long story, but basically i lied about what time her mom would bring me home, and now i can never go to arianas house again. i did get to see "him" today. It wasnt what i expected, he doesnt really notice me.

Idk what im looking for. I want someone to be their. Hold me. Tell me its okay. Maybe even love me.

I dont necessarily want a boyfriend. Relationsips=marriage. I'm too young for that. Maybe im too young for love. But is it too much to ask to be wanted? Noticed? Appreciated? Liked, in the same way you like them?

My head is so cluttered.

Heres a cute quote i found:

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, And finds in your presence that life is worth while, So when you are lonely, remember it's true: Somebody, somewhere is thinking of you.
~Unknown